Well...

Just heard back about my beta and it was 62 yesterday, which was about 12dpo.  I guess that's "ok," the real issue is if it doubles tomorrow.  However, I did just have a bit of spotting, which is making me nervous.  So, we'll see.

Stronger by the Day

Well, the second line has been getting stronger every day, but I am still anxiously awaiting beta results!

Waiting for Beta

Sitting at the lab waiting to have blood drawn for my beta HCG. So nervous!!!! Please be a strong beta! Then I have to go back in a few days to make sure it doubles and then 6 week ultrasound, eeeeeeek!!!

UPDATE:  I had my blood drawn this morning for my beta, but haven't heard back about the results and the end of business day has come and gone, uhg!  Hoping to hear tomorrow!

Ohhhhhh, I can see how this is going to go!

Let me just say that this day has been spent googling a lot of things.  Somewhere in my travels, I stumbled upon multiple reports of false positives with Wondfo pregnancy tests and started FREAKING OUT!  This freak out ended with me doing a pregnancy test on a glass of water.  I am relieved to announce that my glass of water is not pregnant!  Planning on calling the doctor tomorrow to talk about a blood test!

And Then There Was This......

Well, it's looking like a real second line now! I am basically in a state of shock, disbelief, and pure joy at the same time. I remain cautiously optimistic as this is still really early, so here's hoping that the line continues to get stronger!

New Level of Crazy

Well, I started testing yesterday at 9dpo, which was negative.  Then, I tested this morning at 10dpo and think I might be hallucinating a faint second line.  With the risk of fully exposing the crazy, here it is:

Checking in 6dpo

Yeah, I'm definitely going crazy.  This 2ww just seems so long.  I know that implantation likely would not have occurred yet, so I should not be having symptoms, but the lack of symptoms drives me nuts.  It's so bizarre.  I do feel really bloated, but I might just a little fat.  I've been having a lot of twinges and my pelvic region just feels kind of sore, like I have been exercising, which I haven't, but I think it's very possible for these symptoms to be psychosomatic.  Another weird thing:  my jaw is killing me.  It's like I've suddenly developed TMJ.  I'm probably just stressed and grinding my teeth.  I don't think jaw pain is a pregnancy symptom anyway.  So, overall, I don't feel much different, which is driving me insane, despite knowing that I should not feel different.  Ahhhhh!!!!!

I haven't decided when to start testing.  I am definitely guilty of peeing on a stick very early.  The last two times, I started around 8dpo, knowing that it would be negative even if it would eventually become a positive.  I'm not feeling the urge yet, mostly because I do not want to see a negative.  So, I might aim for around 10dpo, which would be Sunday.  My parents will be here this weekend, so that should be interesting.  I'm almost wondering if I should wait until they leave because I don't want to be feeling all bummy around them, but at 10dpo even with a negative, I will likely hold onto hope until AF shows up.  I will also be on vacation from work next week.  I'm not sure if that's going to be good or bad honestly.

I just want off this crazy train!