I am officially back in the 2ww. I am feeling much better about this cycle, but I want to be cautiously optimistic so that I'm not too bummed by a BFN. I still need to see what happens with my BBT. This morning, it was still low, but it usually takes couple of days to rise after the OPK. If it doesn't rise by Monday, that will not be good. It will be like a repeat of last month.
Funny thing, I had acupuncture this morning and the acupuncturist asked me how the insemination went. I didn't really know how to respond to that. I felt like my response was a little emotionless, I just said "I guess we'll find out in two weeks." She seemed kind of taken aback by my lack of enthusiasm and then asked "was it not fun?" I mean, I wasn't bothered by this, I just thought it was funny. Does anyone find insemination fun? I mean, it's definitely a unique experience. I don't really know how to describe it. For me, it was kind of emotional, but I don't know that I would say fun, but I don't need it to be fun. I'm a lesbian, I don't associate baby making with sex, at least not for me. I prefer it to be more like a medical procedure or inserting a tampon or something. She did also say that based on my pulse, it seemed like something was"happening" in the reproductive area. This gave me a little hope, although that "something happening" could have just been ovulation.
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