Decisions, Decisions, Decisions

Well, AF finally showed up today, two days late.  So, I have had to let go of the last little bit of denial I was holding onto that maybe this cycle had worked.  I have to make a decision about what I'm doing this month by tomorrow because, if I am doing an insemination this month, I need to order sperm tomorrow.  My choices are to either do another at-home insemination this month or take this month off and move to IUI next month.  Financially, I will have to take a month off in the relatively near future.  Technically, I can wait, but it's cutting it close.  I'm just torn because I don't feel overly optimistic about another at-home insemination, but I also don't feel great about taking a month off this early in.  I am doing acupuncture this month, so maybe that will help?  Also, my donor does have raw vials available again, which is good for at-home insemination.  Anyway, I have a lot of thinking and number crunching to do today.  I'm also super tired and crampy and hot, so not really the best day for decision making.