"We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us." E.M. Forster
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Obsessing
So, I think I might be having an anovulatory cycle. I don't know for sure and I know I shouldn't obsess about it, but it's kind of hard not to. This cycle has just been kind of messed up; I had that early +OPK, but then my BBT is still low a week later. Overall, I am not feeling optimistic. I really wasn't expecting that I would get pregnant with the first unmedicated at-home insemination with frozen sperm. However, I wasn't expected that I wouldn't ovulate either! I think that's what's really getting to me. Of course, I really have to just wait and see if I am pregnant. I'm thinking that I might call up the RE tomorrow and ask for some hormone tests. They didn't think that I needed them, they had said that I could just give myself a chance to get pregnant, but it just seems like a lot of money to spend every month to "wait and see what happens." I am going to try acupuncture. I found a community acupuncture place near me that works on a sliding scale. So, basically, I am just really bummed that my body seems to not be cooperating and I have spent way too much time googling.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment